I am feeling a bit freaked out today to be honest. I got an email from my employers to say they wanted me to start at the latest in April.
That means effectively that I will have already done my last GB race, that I will not be able to race Turkey, or London, and that I will have to leave the UK in less than 12 weeks, most likely on my own. I am totally freaked out by all this. My head is spinning, I do not know where to begin in getting my head around it all.
My family will be shocked that it is so fast. So will my current employer. I really do not think they have any idea at all.
My husband is feeling excited. I am feeling terrified.